5-27-12
I had lots of fun tonight :) I got to listen to epic music from this pretty sweet band called Roll Over Tide at this nice kid Lonnie’s house. Dancing around like an idiot with Kitty, Justin trying to steal my backpack, Ethan saying things to me that he shouldn’t and then realizing it right afterwards….
Which led to some deep talks with my darling Reba out in the grass while the others were at the fire. I told her how I felt about my situation as a person. How I feel like I’ll be alone, not only because I can’t find a guy but that even if I did I almost certainly cannot have kids…. which really, really makes me sad. I also told her my opinion on love and relationships in general; that they’re useless in that you spend most of your life trying to find someone you’re compatible with who won’t reject you, and even if you find that special person it will inevitably end in break up or the death of you or your significant other. You can’t win.
I don’t want to be such a pessimist.
Well, hurting girls isn’t one of my hobbies.
That’s why I’ll make it my hobby… to stomp on their cell phones.
(Source: animode, via heir-of-breasts)
Hint hint
When you want to text your friend, but she lost her cell phone and is not on Facebook but you see her on Tumblr and hope she sees this :P
Jarrid’s Grad Party
So, I had an awesome time today. I had a fever earlier, so I felt all bleh and I thought I would be stuck home all day. It ended up breaking, which made me happy, and I went to Jarrid’s grad party.
I was there about 10-15 minutes before anybody else showed up :P But, some pretty awesome kids came and it was cray cray fun ^^ I got married to my Belgian, established that Mason was my stepfather, and accepted my position as Executive Arm Rest. Things happened; Mason wrote a bunch of pages for Jarrid and had ice cream smeared on his face by Oriane, I was asked to speak in French, Madi’s shirt smelled like perfume, and Kitty and I held hands ;D
I had to leave kind of early because I started to not feel good again. I didn’t have a fever though, so I figured it would be safe to hug Kitty and Jarrid goodbye :P
These epic people never fail to make me smile. Totally pumped for Colossalcon now :)
Normality
I am not a normal person. I do not know what kind of standard normality is held to, but I know I do not fall within said standard. I care about somebody so much it hurts, I have multiple mental issues, and I have my personal demons that I haven’t even told my closest friends. Or Tumblr.
Once upon a time, I was a carefree child. But like all people, my childhood ended and the cold reality of the world hit me hard. Everybody deals with this at some point and then they become who they are. Normal, functional members of the adult society.
But that raises the question again of “what the flub is normal, anyway?” Is it defined as conforming with society as a whole? Under the assumption that most people are “normal”? I highly doubt that, seeing how everybody is different. There is nobody just the same as you, or me, or your friend, or your grandma, or your second cousin’s next-door-neighbor’s uncle. We are individual. So under the definition of conforming with typical society, when society is so atypical, “normal” couldn’t possibly exist.
We are meant to live life for ourselves. We are not meant to conform. We are not normal, because there is no such thing as normal.
eatingdisordermemes:
This one is horrible, I know. But I’m guilty of doing it.
:// Horrible… But true.
Me: Hey, I got an ask. Somebody wants to talk to me.
Tumblr: lol nope “Send this to 20 different people or you’ll die at midnight and your dog will get cancer.”
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